July 28, 2005

Listen to me!

He says Can you stand the rain yet runs away with the umbrella. . . He makes jokes yet can't take them; he won't commit yet lashes out whenever he thinks I've strayed.
I'm Confused ... Would you be? It seems like all fingers pointing to me have no bearing on the pointer., no responsibility in the pain or the accusation. I love him, yet I hate him.. Aren't they one in the same? I can't sleep without him, but I cannot live with him....

TO be continued when I awake.




It's like 5:15 pm I've been here over 12 hours and I'm absolutely delirious.. no telling what I might write or say.. I'm horny as hell and I think it's causing me to see shit.. like weird shit.. u just don't know,, weird ass dream's.. Ahhhh I can't take it much longer...


What should I do... ??? Any suggestions

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