Can you HELP me..

I've been blindly walking this earth for the last 29 yrs.. today I got a tiny glimpse of everything I've been missing.. Like letting go and revealing the deepest part of my soul... and not by using a paper & pen, but by speaking what I feel & explaining why I FEEL. I can't believe I let him go without a fight.. and the only person I have to blame is ME!!! The now that has become my reality is lonely and bleak. I smile out of habit and talk because there's nothing else to do... I wake up because GOD allows me to breath & rise.. Maybe he hopes that I'll seize this opportunity ...LIFE. I'm hoping the same. It's hard... LOVE. I will leave you with this... it's most appropriate at this particular moment. I love you, Aaron. AND yes i'm sorry.

Can you help me?
Usher

Umm Why, Umm Why

Living on the edge out of control
And the world just wont let me slow down
But in my biggest picture
was a photo of you & me
Girl you know I try
I work hard to provide
all the material things that
I thought would make you happy
I'm confused can you make me understand
Cause I tried to give you the best of me
I thought we were cool maybe I was blind
But never took time to see!

Can u help me?
Tell me what you want from me
Can u help me?
Tell me why you wanna leave
Baby help me
Without you my whole world is falling apart
And I'm going crazy! Lifes a prison when your in
love alone

(Oh girl) I need you come back home (you know I need you)
I don't want to be alone.

Girl I put your love up on the shelf
And I guess I jus left it to die,
And now we're not together
cause I hurt you too many times
And now your not around
I wish for every moment in time
That got wasted we used it to make sweet love.
Baby be my guide please take my hand
Want you to know that I got you.
If you need it. I don't want to be on the outside
looking in
I got to have you girl can't you see it.
Will you help me?
Tell me what you want from me

Can u help me?
Tell me why you want to leave
Baby help me
Cause without you my whole world is falling apart
And with out I think I'll go crazy! Life's a
prison when your in love alone

(Oh girl) I need you come back home (you know I need you)
I don't want to be alone

(Please stay don't go) To give me another chance I
want to be your man
Girl, you got me down here on my knees
Crying, begging pleading
I'll do anything for your love
Would you help me?
Tell me what you want from me
Can u help me?
I don't understand
Girl I just a man
Help me
Can help me
With out you my whole world is falling apart
And without you girl I'm going crazy! Life a
prison without your love

Can u help me?
Tell me why, why, why, why, why, why
Can u help me?
Girl I'm here this time because your all I got
Can u help me?
Help me understand why I can't be your man
It's driving me crazy
Crazy, crazy, crazy

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