So you wanna know me?

104 Things about me...

1.I'm a Taurus
2.I'm the oldest of 3 Brothers & 7 sisters
3.However my mother has only 3 kids
4.Yea my dad was a big H*e! lol
5.I was a rebellious teenager
6.I ran away a lot
7.I spent a lot of time in Juvenile hall
8.I was a gifted child (above average intelligence)
9. They couldn't figure why I was there and I was so smart.
10.I used to sing a lot when I was younger
11.I Danced too
12.I always wanted to be a choreographer & a singer
13.I'm born the same day as Janet Jackson
14.I love her!
15.I've always felt like the ugly duckling
16.Most men always found me attractive
17.I don't see it.
18.I used to be a size 11 now I'm a 16
19.I have issues with my body
20.Nope I'm not comfortable naked
21.Not even alone
22.I used to wish I was dark skinned.
23.I hate being mixed
24.Feels like I'm mixed up.lol
25.I love my mom
26.I had My son when I was 19
27.I've never had any other children ((trying now))
28. My fav color is red
29.I have a fascination with the beach
30.I love Pizza
31.I love Lilies/Pink Roses
32.I hate shopping
33. Mostly because of the body image thing
34. But I love shoes... and more shoes
35.I'm a homebody
36.I want to write books
37.I hope to get my poetry book published this year
38.I want at least 3 more children
39.I hope to be married by the time I'm 35
40.I'm scared of Death
41.I suffer from severe panic disorder
42.My fav number is 7
43.I have an intense fear of Flying.
44.I'd like to have a house by the lake
45.I love old black & white movies (TCM)
46.On the weekends I like to watch Food Network& TCM My 2 fav channels
47.Winter is my fav season
48.Something about the rain drives me crazy
49.I want to go to Africa before I die
50. I would love to live in Paris
51.I have a fascination with History
52.I don't go to church much
53.I believe in God, but not Religion
54.Sometimes I'm judgemental
55.I'm REALLY stubborn
56.But I have a big heart
57.I don't like being told what to do
58. The sexiest thing in the world is a man right out of the shower with nothing ON but a towel
59.I love a good movie
59.I'm very sensitive
60.Most people think I'm very outgoing
61.I'm ACTUALLY Shy... LOL
62.I can play the piano
63.I need to brush up on my skills
64.One day I'd love to visit a REAL rain forest
65.I love Panda's
66.I secretly want to dive with Great White sharks
67.Out of the cage
68.I think that's the white in me
69.LMAO
70.I would really like to complete a family tree for both sides of my family
71.I've never met my mother's mom
72.I have nightmares
73.I love chocolate with nuts
74.I believe in Ghosts
75.My fav ice cream is anything with nuts... lol
76.I think I've met my soulmate
77.I'm married now
78.My husband is from Nepal
79.We're getting divorced soon
80.My son keeps me grounded. I can't explain my love for him
81.I'd like to be closer to my sisters
82.I love bubble baths with my fav music playing
83.My fav perfume is Michael Kors
84.I prefer Classic R&B but I love ALL Music
85.I collect Anything Snoopy
86.There's nothing more relaxing that walking on the beach
87.My fav thing to do Besides writing is Sleeping
88.My best feature is my eyes
89.I have huge Breasts and they don't sag!lol And They're REAL
90.I'm a hopeless romantic
91.I love scented candles & incense
92.The best way to impress me is by taking me on a Moonlit picnic
93.I love to explore my sexuality
94.I won a Michael Jackson talent show when I was 8yrs old
95.Most of my friends are gay
96.I would like to find 2 of my childhood friends
97.I'd like to ride in a hot-air balloon someday
98.I've never Skiied in my life.
99.Next year I plan to ACTIVELY PURSUE ALL OF MY GOALS
100.I love basketball
101.I'd love to run naked through a public place JUST ONCE! LMAO
102.My biological Father is in Prison
103.My step father raised me
104.This list is too damned long!