October 04, 2005

Everything is Everything List

It seems we lose the Game before we even start to play

1.relationships are hard work
2.seems like u never know what the other person is thinking
3.then comes the insecurities
4.arguements
5.make-up
6.more arguements ... for what
7. it's like Tupac said...in that song,
8.Do for love...
9.I shoulds seen you was trouble right from the start
10.taught me many lessons
11. no matter how many lessons we learn in life there are still more
12. is there ever an end?
13. I used to dream like Cinderella dreams
14. prince charming... glass slippers.. perfect background...
15. why the hell does he think i'm stupid
16. this shit aint about cheating or the internet
17. i need him
18. i love him
19.i just wanna make it right
20.i want him all to myself
21. i'm selfish... oh and scared.
22.i planned all of this
23we had some problems but we workin at it
23.and now the arguements are gettin loud, i wanna stay

24.fairytales are SO UNREALISTIC
25.screaming... yellin.. fuckin... kissin
26.back to makin love
27.sleepin with our backs to one another
28.baby talk... kissin ... gettin high..feelin low
29.grey hairs.
30. arguements gettin loud, but i wanna stay
31.But I can't help from walkin out just a little way
32.Just take my hand and understand, if you could see

33. I need u baby.
34. I have nightmares ...no one cares
35.plots of insanity to make u stay
36.moving cross states hoping it will make everything OK
37.do u want me?
38.i want you
39.from the begining I remember now...
40.I never planned to be ya man it just wasn't me
41.was this all a dream
42.trust me, trust you.. telephone numbers and yahoo
43.i'm guilty too
44.silent touches from strangers in the dark
45.guilty tears drowning out the lies
46.But now I'm searchin for commitment, in other arms
47.I wanna shelter you from harm, don't be alarmed
48.Your attitude was the cause, you got me stressin

49. I just wanna take care of you .. feed you.. LOVE U, RUB YOUR BACK
50.REMEMBER HOW U SAID I NEVER DO THAT
51.one more time and your gone POOF!
52.this is making me CRAZEEEEEE
53.I understand that now. Y?
54.Soon as I open up the door with your jealous questions
55. Like where can I be you're killin me with your jealousy
56.Now my ambition's to be free
57.I can't breathe, cause soon as I leave, it's like a trap

58.Sigh............. Here's your oxygen back
59. hear you callin me to come back, I'm a sucka for love
60.that's right, sucka for love
61.What you won't do, do for love
62.You tried everything, but you don't give up

63.Everything is everything, but nothing without you.



Now I know why I don't number my lists.. refer to #23 & #23 ..lol

1 comment:

Brea said...

My, have I been there!

Wish I had the answer to #12