Ain't no half stepping list

Have you ever seen really horrible pictures of yourself and wanted to run?
I did today!Oh! You couldn't imagine. ME, the queen of the camera looking like a fat cow. LOL I hate the color Creme/White.. ect ect. They are the culprits that make you look a ton bigger! Then the angles the guy took the pics in were horrible. Well at least they are purchase only pics. I won't have to worry about being kept in some dusty photo album... So here are some random things on my mind.. A list.. LOL LOL
Haha Enjoy!


I didn't sleep much last nite
Down @ 10 back up @ 2am
Where's Teej when u need him
He was probably up
I should've called him
TOo bad no more Joe...
He used to talk to me in the middle of the nite
Nothing is better today
Well, My mood is
But not my friendship
I'm trying to practice what I preach
It's difficult to do...
That is why there are SO MANY "kurupt" preachers
I really don't believe in religion
everyone I KNOW that is a supposed Christian AIN'T
LOL LOL LOL Still LMAO
How can u be a part of something that denounces what you are?
Somebody help me out on this one?
In Vegas there are a lot of gay christians
Nothing against being gay, but Being a christian is a total contridiction
Don't you think?
Am I just being a bitch?
No.. well, Sometimes!
I know I hold grudges..
I'm really hurt
Why would he think I would say that about him
Considering the source
I fucking DESPISE this job
Damn I miss Aaron
Especially when it gets dark
Or when I eat...
who likes to eat alone?
I had a good time with him on Sunday
We laugh a lot now.
More than we used to
He's changed.
I'm having those dreams again.
The ones with my old house I grew up in
What can they mean?
Maybe I will get my Palm Read.
Hey Dee- Dee!
I need to get your number
Hey Princess!
I need yours too!
I have yours already Teej :)
I love to write
I'm thinking of a plot for a book
It may reflect upon my blogs
U think that would make for interesting reading?
Ummm Hmmmmmm
Sometimes I'm so beautiful
I hate ignorant ass hoes
Sorry for the Curse words
Trying to work on that.
I'm nervous about these babies.
Imagine 2 little girls
My hair... OMG!
My attitude... OmG!
His eyes... WOW
His skin complexion... Pure Beauty!
Our Intelligence.. They ain't ready!
IF they get here safely...
I will be blessed
I will name them Aubrey & Amaya...
Anyway, I'm going to chill out this weekend
Aaron will be here tomorrow.
Marquin is in Ohio with my mom..
That boy travels more than me
Smile
He is truly MY CHILD
I worry about him so much
BUt I need to remember.. HE is part of me
I've always been OK.
Most of the time.
He's still my baby
He told me, Momma I want a baby sister.
Bet he didn't count on 2...
I'm doing good on saving money
The Bank Acct helped.
Thanks for all the prayers.
They work
PEace out.