Take a Stance & stick to it!

He's told me this 1000 times. Well, I think I need to do it! I've said this before, but today I mean it!! Really. No more sad songs.. No more pleading ( I may cry from time to time) BUT I'm moving on with my life. I can't say I'll STOP loving him or needing him.. or wanting him... but I'm moving on. I'm going to live like I don't need him or love him or want him. It will be the best acting job of my life! LMAO Hopefully, time will heal these wounds that are fresh and burning like someone's thrown salt on them. I'm going to push all the thoughts out of my mind of other women or wondering what he is doing... I'm going to focus on Football.. Exercising and Homework... My son starts the league next week.I'm excited!!! I won't focus on the lonely nites. Instead, I will go out and buy a body pillow (Thanks Teej for the Idea :).. ) and sleep with that. There are so many positive things in my life to look forward to. Most importantly I will write... and heal myself. I didn't know how beautiful I was until I looked at myself from behind the glass.