God Spoke to me tonite...

I had the most amazing experience tonite. After work I went to my co-workers home to get my feet done. While at her home I met her father, Ed. A Belizian man of about 60 but looked about 20 yrs younger(that's those good genes). Anyhow, he was a wise man with a lot to talk about. When I finished with my feet I went into her kitchen to have a conversation with him. He commented on what a pretty girl I was.. he mentioned that a lot of men like Buxon girls.. LOL I thought that was very cute.. But the conversation turned from pleasant small talk... to soul reaching depths. He asked me to sit down and then it was like he opened my heart. He seen straight thru all that was hidden.He talked about letting go of the past and forgiving all my past hurts... He spoke candidly about being a positive person and reaching for your goals. He told me that I need to take a piece of paper and list all the things I want and I'm striving for whether in a man or in my personal life. He then told me I needed to recite these things everyday for the next 30 days. After 30 days I should see a drastic change.. and then again for another 30 days. I remember something very distinctive that he said... "You can't soar with eagles if you hang out with turkeys" I didn't reveal anything personal about myself or my life's struggles, but HE KNEW me.. he knew I was hurting.. he knew I'd been living in the past... hoping to repair the future.. It was so amazing to hear him speak to me.. So here is my first list...


1.Finish and publish my first book of poetry

2.sing

3.believe in myself

4.Love myself

5.give to my son a positive support system

6 Save $5 from every check starting tomorrow

7.Work on my novel at least 4 xs a week

8.surround myself with positive people

9.forgive all that have hurt me in the past

10.Remember that I'm beautiful no matter my size