Go to bed Cherise!!

Weekends go by too fast. Today I took my kid and his friends to the movies. I had a bad anxiety attack. One things for sure, I'm learning how to Control them. YEs I talked to Aaron today. I will tell ya as the days go on the conversations get more interesting. I haven't decided what I think. He says he loves me, BUT (there's ALWAYS a but) he doesn't want to be with me now. SO, I accept that. I won't force the issue anymore.. it's just done. I need to focus on CHerise and getting Cherise right. I hardly sleep. WHen I do it's interupted with weird dreams. I think I may have some kind of mental illness... maybe It's normal or I'm just a hypocondriac,( I think it's a little of both) I'm going to see a therapists. Bet it doesn't work!! LOL I can't wait til Labor day.. Oh yea, I won't be going Camping.. LOL . LOL

********************** Other news***************************************

My son's first football game is Saturday

I'm glad God still wakes me up even though I'm ungrateful at times

I love my friends.. the ones that KNOW me

Music sucks right now.. I have all old skool playing in my car thanks to My good friend... ((WINK)))

I don't want any animals now....

I wish I wasn't so afraid of stupid things.. like flying..

I miss 1993 BAD!!!

I want to find some of my friends I made as a teenager.....

How come time went by so slow when I was younger and now it seems to fly by....

I may really be crazy,.....

My periods are coming normal ((SIGH)) it's a bittersweet reunion.. LOL


I'm going to bed now..... I think... Maybe... Goodnite... it's 3:15am


I just watched a film about Buffalo's... Dave laughed at me

Now I'm watching a silent film... Dave is still laughing at me


I tried to Nair the hair off of my Vagina ... it burned and I had to jump in the shower with my shirt on... lOL Dave really laughed at that one...

Then I tried to wax it... OUCH!

Dave is still laughing... :(

Who is Dave?? My crazy co-worker who works Graveyard... I keep him awake.. (laugh)


I guess I will go back to shaving... it just takes so long... it still burns


My son is asleep in my bed... that is where I need to be.

Ok I'm going to bed now....