I used to love my job....

Ever since that altercation with Herb I have felt uncomfortable here. My manager left last Friday & my supervisor went Awol... lol But when I come in here I feel fatigued and bored...and I feel like I have to watch my back. I don't trust anyone.. I am not comfortable talking to the new manager. Besides the fact that he is a man, I really don't know him that well. So I talked to HR which was what I was trying to avoid..... But I truly feel squimish working with this man... I can't desrcibe it. I think I have worked hard to get where I am & I want to continue to do so to move forward. Maybe I should just move departments... ??? I don't know. Aaron & I got into an arguement last nite. It was silly... once again who's @ fault.... me.... Why? Because I am too insecure... that is why. And no matter what the depth of my love is for him, I can't get passed this road block I have in my mind.... I will let it go...