I lost my inspiration....

I was intially going to blog about my convo with my cousin tonite. But it is hot as hell and I have the hiccups. Now I, the writer is at a loss for words. I can't rid of these damned hiccups and it's driving me crazy. I'm also so hot I feel like I'm melting. Dammit!!! Anyway, I had a 3 hr convo with my cousin, Saraan. To make a long story short this has been my dog for years. She was there when I was going thru it all! She told me tonite how proud she was of me. As I listened to her speak about her own unfortunate situations she has dealt with I realized how grateful I should be for all my experiences good and bad. They have made me into this really strong woman. She told she wasn't like me... and I felt ...well I felt selfish for a small moment. Anyone who knows me, knows what I have been thru.. but here is someone who's had it bad, but not nearly as bad as I did, but she is worse off... that's IRONIC.. I think... damned hiccups...