Good Morning. . .

Another 6am day that is off to a great start... I actually got some sleep last nite. I wasn't even annoyed by the alarm that went off @ 4:45 am. I am starting to enjoy being up early in the morning. I think when they cut the OT I am going to start walking @ 6am instead of the evening. I'm changing so much. Last nite, I was driving with all my windows down, listening to my song (smile Teej) and I realized how much I've grown over the years... I'm really starting to appreciate who I am. I recall in the past how I used to truly hate that I was lite skin or mixed. I hated the fact that I always had to explain what I was.... where I came from. Today, I am thankful for my white mother and black father.. I am thankful for the skin that I have that tans instead of burns and the hair the grows no matter what I do to it... and I am in no way trying to sound arrogant. It's just that I spend so much time putting myself down. Worrying about my weight...what other's think about me...instead of loving me for who I am. I'm truly making an effort to work on that.
Hi Aaron, thanks for calling me a fat bitch today... u made me realize how important I really am to u.!!!!!!!!!!! be back later.