April 13, 2005

Why do I love u( for Aaron)

Reflecting upon the last years with Aaron has brought me to this conclusion:He NEEDs to know he was my everything. Please listen. . .


I remember our first conversation...I couldn't believe how intelligent you were. The way you carried yourself was very impressive. You seemed to be the total package...Tall, handsome, smart,funny and respectful.
The first time we met I was completely mesmorized by your beautiful eyes...EVEN now they are a constant presence in my mind..reminding of the security I am now without.
The safest place I've ever been is in your arms.
Remember the night we went to the beach? What an indescribable experience.... ;) or all the walks in the park...the bubble baths and massages...There are so many great things about you. In our good times, your are my savior, my voice of reason. You've never let me give up even when I'm at my lowest. You helped me overcome many of fears.... You stood me in front of my mirror of rejection and accepted me as I am. Beautiful. You took my son in as if he were yours .... guiding him and reinforcing what he didn't have. I'm grateful for that. You've given me your last when you had nothing more to give... loved me harder than any man I've known...provided me with a lasting impression that refuses to leave my heart. I love you for all of that. Every moment..whether good or bad has affected me in a way I'd never imagined. I love every piece of you... I can't sleep without you. I don't know how to be enough for you, I don't know how to make you underdstand who it is that I am and what is going on inside of my soul.

cherise

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