March 31, 2007

The Teej and Risha WTF is going on list......

1. "Fuck the police coming straight from the underground, a young nigga got it bad cuz I'm brown", NWA

2. Why the hell was I in Jail last week at this EXACT moment?

3.Cold part is it was for some old ass warrants that I should've taken care of

4.I've realized JAIL ain't for me! It was cold as shit in that bitch!

5.Thank GOD for my momma... don't know what I'd do with her.

6. "And when he tells you you ain't nuttin don't believe him
And if he can't learn to love you you should leave him
Cause sista you don't need him
And I ain't tryin to gas ya up, I just call em how I see em
You know it makes me unhappy (what's that)
When brothas make babies, and leave a young mother to be a pappy
And since we all came from a woman
Got our name from a woman and our game from a woman
I wonder why we take from our women
Why we rape our women, do we hate our women?
I think it's time to kill for our women
Time to heal our women, be real to our women
And if we don't we'll have a race of babies
That will hate the ladies, that make the babies
And since a man can't make one
He has no right to tell a woman when and where to create one
So will the real men get up
I know you're fed up ladies, but keep your head up" Pac Keep Ya head up!

7. That's just some deep shit right there

8. So two weeks ago I go into the doctor because I was feeling "weird".... found out I was 4 months pregnant

9.Aaron wasn't too thrilled about that....

10. Monday night after the gym...the pain started.. needless to say I've spent the last two days in and out of the hospital...and the baby is lost :(

11.Thank god for Eric... he keeps me smiling. :)

12. "Knowin you the best part of life, do I have the right to take yours
Cause I created you, irresponsibly
Subconciously knowin the act I was a part of
The start of somethin, I'm not ready to bring into the world
Had myself believin I was sterile
I look into mother's stomach, wonder if you are a boy or a girl
Turnin this woman's womb into a tomb
But she and I agree, a seed we don't need
You would've been much more than a mouth to feed
But someone, I woulda fed this information I read
to someone, my life for you I woulda had to leave
Instead I lead you to death
I'm sorry for takin your first breath, first step, and first cry
But I wasn't prepared mentally nor financially
Havin a child shouldn't have to bring out the man in me
Plus I wanted you to be raised within a family" Common w/ Lauryn Hill "Restrospect for life"

13. He really believes it's about HIM

14."iF only he could see through my transparent facade... he'd understand I'm deeper than the shallow pool he dove head first into".. Reese.

15." I think my closed mindedness just opened up" Reese again on Eric

16. my god son is the MOST adorable baby ever!

17. "my body is strong, but weakened by my mind.. I just need some TIME to get it together, but as the time TICKS I realize time is just a measure until we get to that last moment... then it's all over.. STOP WASTING TIME!" Reese... 07

18. I've lost 13 pounds in the last two months.. I can't wait until I'm not fat anymore!

19. he says, "When you get right, you won't give me the time of day".....

20. I say, " I'm not giving u the time of day NOW"... (he laughs at me)

21. Churchie will be here on Wednesday

22.Aww shit bonnie and clyde on the grind,

23. But I ain't fallin for the banana in the tail pipe..lmao!

24. I've realized that's it better to just live life and stop worrying about shit I can't change!

25. Is music really as deep as, "I'm hot cuz I'm Fly, you ain't cuz u not!"

26.You have to be fucking kidding me!

27.I remember when I used to be excited about new records coming out..

28.Now I just roam around Best Buy looking for old shit I don't got anymore

29.Did I wake u up last night teejie?? I shoulda called risha triflin ass.. Ya'll a hot mess

30. and I'm OUT!

1 comment:

Brea said...

I love the random list. I am sorry for your loss. You seem to be doing major growth inside despite the challenges you are facing outside your control. That is awesome, keep growing...