March 08, 2007

Why the aren't I asleep?

Current mood: restless
Category: Blogging


That's an excellent question. Usually during this time I am sound asleep, but for some reason I am up tonite. It could be simply because my son is sick and I am monitoring his breathing... or it could be because I can't get HIM off of my mind.

I don't want to say who HIM is... because it's like I've come full circle and I'm back to where I started. I really tried ya'll, but the truth is Life just isn't fun without HIM.... and the laughter isn't the same without HIM... funny thing is I am not trying to win him back... I just want HIM in my life somehow.. we are going out tomorrow... Hopefully all will go as planned. There are times I am lying in my bed and I can smell HIM all over me... I just want to lay my head on his chest... . .... Like I used to.. is that so wrong?

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