I miss u already...
Isn't it amazing how people come in and out of our lives in the strangest ways, yet impact us in a huge way? I met someone about a month ago who was really the business. Smart, funny and not to mention drop dead gorgeous ( that always helps). But what made this wonderful man so amazing is that he made me feel absolutely beautiful. I so needed that right now in my life. He always called without me asking.. he always addressed me in the sweetest way and he made me LAUGH! I love it! I am so blessed that he crossed my path to become a life friend and although he's left my life physically for the time being... I am not sad at all. I feel like I was supposed to meet him.... So, Churchie... I will see u soon... have fun, stay blessed... and most of all stay YOU.. cuz you are wonderful... and Oh yea.. Gary ain't shit! hahahaha!
New beginings....
I'm learning to be beautiful, wonderful and cherished. Sometimes as women, we lose ourselves in low self esteem & the societal pressures on what beauty should be. The truth is, beauty is in the eye of the beholder... but the eyes need to begin with us. If we don't believe we're beautiful no one else will. It doesn't matter if you're skinny or big... short or tall, light or dark.. there is something about each and every one of us that is lovely... I put my faith and strength in the hands of a man.... and I lost myself as well as him. I've learned that my strength comes from inside...and my faith solidifies that strength. I believe in me and I KNOW that I am beautiful inside and out... and I GLOW!!! Even though I've hurt, abused, replaced and refused... I am still me.. and being Reese is something I never want to give up again. EVER!
Merry Christmas!
TO everyone that has touched my life.... my body and my soul... friend or foe.. Have a Merry Christmas..
Love, Cherise
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Hello. I ran across your blog while visiting a friends blog. I can really relate to this entry. There are definitely pivotal moments and people that we encounter in life, and it's truly a blessing no matter the outcome.
About beauty: I wrote an extensive blog about this very topic. I think it derived from a Question someone asked me in my Q&A "What is beauty?". I couldn't for the life of me answer that in simple terms, because beauty is indeed anything that appeals to us as individuals. I think the blog I wrote is in my archive. I also have a poem about this topic. Too often in today's society we see images telling us what to believe is beautiful, so much so that we lose our individual taste and we allow it to influence us to the point that those that don't fit that mold feel inadequate. of course as women we want to be appealing...it's our nature, so we are sometimes driven by what we feel our men will find attractive instead of being what we truly are. I could go on forever...but needless to say, I like this blog. Not to mention I live in Cali too, so I know how it is here. lol. take care.
I can relate to your post. I don't think I'm unattractive but having someone handle you delicately is an amazing feeling.
For real... Beauty comes from the inside. All that eye candy ish is just that ish... Stay up and remember baby steps are sometimes tougher to tale. Patience is a virtue. When you're rebuilding and reconstructing your self esteem, it's best to stay away from folks who'll just lure you back into the same cycle.
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