You know this just ain't right....

It's 7:40 am and I've been up since about 10 minutes to 5...I came into work 4hrs early @ 6am.
I'm tired as hell too.. I haven't eaten and I'm hungry. I have 2 bottles of water and some trail mix and that shit ain't doing nothing for me. I didn't get to talk to my sweetie last nite and he called,but I was fast asleep...honestly I can't remember what I said.. lol This man is such a sweetie and I am so looking forward to being his friend. Notice I said friend.., Speaking of friends, I feel it's only natural that I mention Mr. Joseph Wiley. He used to be my best friend. Today, since I'm overly exhausted I will refrain from speading his business.... but I will say when it comes to lessons learned, he was by far the hardest I've ever encountered. See, he is not
speaking to me right now.... lol I do miss him... he is was soul. He made me laugh when I could only cry ... His advice was always real and to the point. I appreciated that. I can only hope that one day we will put aside our differences and make amends..Life is so short when u put it into perspective. I love him and always will.... ANYWAY, I can't believe Willie talked me into coming in here this early!! I didn't even see any birds out this morning. The ride to work was quiet...no accidents.... only the sounds of Justin Timberlake playing in the background, as I gripped the steering wheel like a zombie oblivious to my own consciousness...lol... IT'S GOING TO BE A LOOONG DAY..... I WILL BE BACK...