My first night without him...

Well, everything is moved. I spent the entire day unpacking what
I could to give myself "something" to do. The apartment is
coming along great! It was weird, being there alone, with only the
sounds of my thoughts and sometimes my heartbeat as I made my
way up and down the stairs. I felt so... satisfied. I felt like I
belonged at this place.. at this moment and everything I've been
through brought me right back to where I started 10 years ago.
I believe this is called Full Circle.

After a day of unpacking and shopping I was exhausted. The
best thing about being in my own apartment again is
being naked. (lol Teej) Of course, I can only do this when
my son is not home, but for now he is away with his father, so
I can perform cartwheels naked if I want. LOL
I took a long, hot shower and boy that felt great!! I just walked around
naked all night.. lol and I LOVED IT... I fell asleep around
10:30 and I thought I would be a little scared my first night...
Who am I fooling? I was! I slept with my hammer and the living room
dimmer lights on.. lol.. but when I woke up this morning
I was refreshed. When I came into work, people noticed the
difference. I had time to get everything done I needed.
I even put my make-up on.. lol
I got the through the first night, now I just have to get
through the rest of my life.








P.S.
I'm sorry I didn't get to see my friend this weekend.( Teej)
But I'm sure he understands that I had a huge agenda that
needed to be accomplished. Just think, next time he comes he
can stay with me.. ;)
And speaking of friends, I have one that lives about 9 minutes
away ( I timed it) and I haven't seen her in like 2 weeks..
lOL umm hmmm