Turning 29

I guess I was expecting to feel something different ( like I do every year I get older) but of course I had no such luck! I took a trip home to Cali, which for the most part was really great! My mom, of course bought me lots of stuff I didn't actually need...well, I can always use a 100 new outfits to put in my already full closet... We went out to a very expensive dinner @ Benihana's. (If you're not familiar with it ...it only happens to be one the most prominent Japanese Restaurants In Cali) We seen Michael Jackson's Mother there, so you can get the point. Just think of the Iron Chef cooking right at your table. LOL I was very hesitant to take Aaron with me on this trip because frankly when he is not high he is not very tolerant or nice. The first day went pretty good. It was Sunday when he really showed his ass. I guess he didn't realize this was my weekend...MY birthday & I really wanted to spend time with my mom & family & give them a chance to get to know him. Obviously he had other other plans. He wanted to go & hang out with his family in Compton. I thought this was selfish. This wasn't a regular weekend.. It was special to me. I really wanted my family to see him in a different light. We ended up getting into A BAD ARGUMENT YESTERDAY...So guess where he is... BACK AT HIS GRANDMA'S!! At this point, he can stay there. I've come to realize in the last couple of weeks that I'm not even in love with him anymore... I love him...but I just don't like him. His bad outweighs the good. PERIOD. I guess I needed to have him with me again to understand. Overall My bday was great....... Thanks to everyone that made it wonderful.... EVEN W/O JOE. LOL (I'M DONE WITH HIM)