June 25, 2006

Embarking on NEW adventures...

Well, I have an apartment.
And the feeling is definitely bittersweet.
I'm scrared to leave.
I'm angry at myself for continuing to love him;
for believing in him and hoping for him.
I realize,however, I need to do this, not only for myself, but for my child.
I have to say, I'm not a big fan of change. In fact, I loathe it.
But change is necessary for growth and
although my heart still has many strings attached,
my mind is in complete control.

I will be totally moved in by Sunday July 2nd. It's a quaint,interesting
little apartment. I believe I will enjoy living there.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Congrats Gyrl! I knew you could do it. Now, if I can just make my bootay on over there to see the place..that would be GREAT! Once again, I'm proud of you!