I'm too PHAT for a swimsuit list.....

Thursday, May 31, 2007


Current mood: melancholy
Category: Blogging


1.so why is it that really obese women think it's cool to wear thongs on the beach?

2. Honestly, it ain't cool for NO one to wear thongs on the beach, but something about double ass and stomachs ain't the beauty I'm seeking when I hit my fav spot.

3.I think I was the ONLY non-high person at the Reggae festival

4." I will come see you, bring you food, but stop thinking Imma act like ya man"

5.Why does HE equate EVERYTHING with us being together?

6.The very next night " You can sleep here tonite, but SHE may call, don't know how you're going to handle that"

7.*scratches head* Ok, if YOU invite your ex to your house...and you're seeing someone, common sense is to NOT invite your ex to your house..it's prolly not a good idea

8. but i love him.. and so I digress

9.found myself venturing to church more and more often.

10.not sure if it's for religion, education or some other quest I may be on

11." I feel like a crackhead waiting on the mailman for my check" me talking to ant about waiting on the mailman... he was rollin

12. demiurgic; A powerful creative force or personality.

13.all this free time is driving me crazy and I am sure there is lots I can find to do

14."I sit up all night
Thinkin' bout ya
And know it ain't right, baby
But I don't
I don't think, don't think that I
That I can let go (Don't think I can let you know)" Ne-Yo, Let go

15. i feel like a real deadbeat... lol

16.part of me wants to NOT go back... just write... or maybe work with teenaged girls

17.can u believe that guy called me a crazy b****

18.ok, so maybe I can be a little crazy and bitchy

19. Are u kidding me? The ONE time I walk away, I am called CRAZY...oh he doesn't know crazy...i asked him to keep his fucking hands off me...boys.. sigh

20. I really believe Dr.'s are the BIGGEST bullshitters in the world.. and they get paid for it!

21. Why the hell is the TV ALWAYS turned to a fucking spanish channel when I go to the dr.. in fucking Beverly Hills???

22. I told that bitch I had rolling veins.. she hit me 3 xs

23. Got- damned arm looks like I've been shooting her-ion.. LMAO

24.I really Miss Tupac.. Grid'lockd was on last night and I almost cried looking into those deep, dark eyes...

25. Imagine the music game if Pac were here? These negro's wouldn't have a chance

26. Tomorrow is my son's 1st school dance

27. Yup, Imma cry

28. I've decided to become celibate.... explore WHO I am

29. ok, who the fuck am I kidding

30. Didn't Teej have this as a new year's resolution?

31. Really, I am not considering dating as an option, maybe I am much too picky

32. SO final weight count since the gym , 33 lbs... I'm still too FAT to wear a swimsuit, but next year looks promising

33. I forgot how old I was the other day....

34. "I left with no bra or panties on,(no sex involved) his smell on me and sleep in my eyes... he left with my heart."

35. I almost got up the other morning and got dressed for work.. ahhhahaha I had to laugh at myself

36.Where is the damn heat at?

37.Who parked that ancient ass MC in front of the house? Spider webs coming from inside of the car to the outside ... missing bumbers, no seat.. WTF???

38. He said he name was "BOB"..he lives 3 houses down and he's been watching me.. thinks I am fine...wants to take me on a walk sometime..

39. Ok, BOB, that's creepy... especially the way your left eye looks to the east when u look west...

40. and I gave up the sympathy number

41. 100 calls later ... with various vm's... I had to let "Spongebob eyepatch" (as he is affectionately referred to by Aaron) know I had NO INTENTION of going on a walk with him

42.Doesn't it suck when u meet someone and they could be the ONE, but you're too emotionally fucked up?

43.Why can all these skinny bitches have 5-6 kids and still have a flat stomach and I have one kid and i'm left looking like a baby seal...

44. ok, so maybe I'm a little angry and have an alterior motive...

45. He may be RIGHT... as usual.. I fucking hate that shit,

46.I am going to test my acting skills out..

47. Yea, I am considering making a "movie" with a friend... now, of course I will NOT be involved in ANY sex scenes, nor will my clothes be off at ANY time, but I will be an EXTRA in the movie..

48. I think it will be fun...

49. I used to love him.. ya know

50.I wonder if he LOVED ME TOO... lol ;)