Enough is enough!

Wednesday, June 13, 2007


Current mood: contemplative
Category: Romance and Relationships


I will make this real quick and to the point! If you are married, involved, attached or "someone" else out in the world believes you are... LEAVE ME THE PHUCK ALONE! There is nothing worse than spending 5 years of your life with the man, you think you're going to marry... only to find out he is basically living a "single" life online and has an array of women completely oblivious to your very existence. Going through that caused my own doubts about if I was good enough and raised questions about who I am as a woman. If you've never been through such emotional turmoil, it's indescribable. I wouldn't wish that type of pain on anyone in the world!



My reasons...
For the last 9 months or so I've been taking my son to this very popular barber shop. Lots of men hang out there, obviously, but the owner of the shop took a particular interest in me. He cuts my son's hair and even offered my son a job. Everytime I'd come in the shop, he'd make passes at me or compliment my clothes or hair. I never paid attention until recently. He seemed liked a nice enough man... handsome, successful, so I finally give him my number. He calls later on in the evening. He asked if he could come over... I tell him NO! First off, I don't bring people that I KNOW to my house on a regular basis, secondly, I don't KNOW him from adam.. so, yea it's a no. In addition, that basically told me he only had one interest in me.... so I play a little word game with him. I ask why does he need to come to my house, can't he play in his own home... (yea, I can be a lil naughty) He answers, " Well, you know, I have someone there...." HA! Really... hmmm? a wife I blurt out! He's silent for a moment and then he replies, "Yea, I thought you knew....". Ok, Why the hell would I know? There's a ring missing from your fucking left hand idiot! I try not to let my anger seeth and seep into our conversation. I told him point blank.. I DON'T PLAY WITH MARRIED MEN... PERIOD! He claims to understand and respect that. So, I am curious, I begin to ask WHY he feels the need to cheat. He gives me these ridiculous excuses, for instance, the sparks are gone... other people interferred... he's not IN LOVE anymore... yada yada yada... Well, Mr. Barbershop.. LEAVE. Don't bring another innocent woman into your equation of unhappiness. Understand that I know I am a fairly attractive woman AND I also know I could use my assets as a means of getting to the next level, but THAT'S NOT ME! See, this is how motha f*cca's end up on Unsolved Mysteries and Snapped! I don't fathom I'll ever understand men in my lifetime... but don't worry married ladies.. I am no homewrecker.