I've compiled a list of 10 quotes from different people... either friends, foes, or fools I don't know.. ALL MALE..
Enjoy?
1."Plus if you kill yourself I will find you in the afterlife and fuck you up! " Teej on me cutting myself... Only HE would think about fucking someone up in the aftelife.. Love u Teejie!
2."tell me ulove me" Aaron at 3am Saturday, OBVIOUSLY drunk
3."Baby let me tell you about this thing that goes on before the club. See, you step outta line and come and talk to me. I get your number and I take you out sometime. Look at you, pretty, pretty toes, girl... you don't know what I can do to u" Fat dude working the line at Cohiba... LMAO
4."Lue said he will stay with you but u have 2 go to church in the morning..." Spunky on me sleeping alone.
5."Sure, so ... How about dinner and fucking? We can discuss the definition of dating over dinner"... Steven's crazy ass on dating... I swear, the things I hear.. needless to say the dinner and fucking NEVER happened.
6."Girl, PLEASE! Do not stroke my ego, there is no need".. Chris on my best sex ever comment.. ;) lmao
7."Its ok to want more, thats ambition. It's a positive attribute. However, self loathing is not" Arlyn on my self esteem and life issues...
8."I'm disappointed in you.... I was gonna give u a chance, but last time I seen you, you were leaving with someone else. Lemme ask you something... Does size matter to you?" Some jerk at Cohiba that got cussed out shortly after making this statement.
9." when things get hard i always go inside my shell i should have been real. i am sorry. i still got luv 4 you." Church apologizing for EVERYTHING...
10. " I would never marry anyone that I can't pick up. What if she falls down and hurt's herself, plus you never want to be with someone that has the potential to knock you out!" Dee on dating BIG gurls.. hahahahaha too funny
April 23, 2007
April 15, 2007
And the award for best actress goes to....
Current mood: depressed
Category: Life
It's Sunday... an end to yet another weekend gone much too fast. The last few weeks of my life have been, well, to say the least, difficult. I feel like I'm being tested, but I'm not quite clear in what way. I'm going to start rambling... because there is so much on my mind... Is there a God? Is he watching over me? Or is SHE being vindictive because I fucked her man? (not to be taken literally, people!) I'm definitely NOT big on religion simply because my thought process is much too rational and technical. I don't even feel spiritual. I hear myself talking about GOD and FUCK............. do I really believe my own bullshit? (ha!) I feel like an actress in my own life. Smiling and laughing... playing a part so well, that I'm waiting for my name to be called at the Oscars.
Who am I? I get like this from time to time, but lately more so than ever. I know this really has nothing to with Aaron and I... in part, it plays a significant role... but I know I've had this sadness in my soul long before he entered my life. I'm living a life that isn't condusive to what I really want and need. I have all of these men whispering in my ear.. telling me I am beautiful... but it doesn't matter. I've known about my beauty since the begining. I've used it to my advantage, manipulating hearts and seducing souls. Even on my ugliest days... I am still aware. I just pretend. Does this make me a bad person?
What am I looking for? An idea.... I've always wanted one of those big houses with lots of children... laughter.. and memories made by the moments we'd share together. A man, one man, whom loved me and didn't care about my past. Someone whom protected me and held me during those trying times my mind escapes reality. I thought I'd found him, but he ran away.
I don't get this at all. I KNOW what I want... I think. Or sometimes I feel like I know. Being me just seems ... well, who would really like ME anyway.
Category: Life
It's Sunday... an end to yet another weekend gone much too fast. The last few weeks of my life have been, well, to say the least, difficult. I feel like I'm being tested, but I'm not quite clear in what way. I'm going to start rambling... because there is so much on my mind... Is there a God? Is he watching over me? Or is SHE being vindictive because I fucked her man? (not to be taken literally, people!) I'm definitely NOT big on religion simply because my thought process is much too rational and technical. I don't even feel spiritual. I hear myself talking about GOD and FUCK............. do I really believe my own bullshit? (ha!) I feel like an actress in my own life. Smiling and laughing... playing a part so well, that I'm waiting for my name to be called at the Oscars.
Who am I? I get like this from time to time, but lately more so than ever. I know this really has nothing to with Aaron and I... in part, it plays a significant role... but I know I've had this sadness in my soul long before he entered my life. I'm living a life that isn't condusive to what I really want and need. I have all of these men whispering in my ear.. telling me I am beautiful... but it doesn't matter. I've known about my beauty since the begining. I've used it to my advantage, manipulating hearts and seducing souls. Even on my ugliest days... I am still aware. I just pretend. Does this make me a bad person?
What am I looking for? An idea.... I've always wanted one of those big houses with lots of children... laughter.. and memories made by the moments we'd share together. A man, one man, whom loved me and didn't care about my past. Someone whom protected me and held me during those trying times my mind escapes reality. I thought I'd found him, but he ran away.
I don't get this at all. I KNOW what I want... I think. Or sometimes I feel like I know. Being me just seems ... well, who would really like ME anyway.
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