And here we go....

To date I've been on many rides with Aaron. Up and down, round and round. Maybe, since I'm still on the ride I have no authority to complain about the bumps along the way. I can get off at any time. Why do I choose to live this way? I left my home, my life, my job, my friends to come back to a place that haunts my every thought... but somehow... it all feels worth it. I'm not speaking of the pain or the lies that are uncovered on a daily basis, but I'm referring to facing my demons and setting them free. I'm happy here in California. And I truly feel like my life is falling into place. There is nothing that I want more than to have a family, but you know what.. In life we create our own happy endings... we cannot depend on Prince Charming alone to do it for us.. and sometimes Prince's are really frogs in disguise.. LOL I've never loved a man the way I love Aaron. I probably never will again...