Did Ya'll Miss Me?? Awwww

Funny thing what a long drive can do for the soul. Reese Takes a deep breath
**Exhaling to release some deep thought**
I ended up driving to Cali on Friday. After everything that was said and done I still wanted to see my man! Believe me, there were some harsh words lashed out on Thursday! I put all that in the past & attempted to keep the best attitude I could gather and headed for the highway. On the way down I noticed that my throat was little scratchy... not yet sore, but on it's way there. For anyone that DOESN'T KNOW.. I'm a Taurus and our throats are the first sign of infection. The number one contributing factor for any sickness I acquire is STRESS and I'd been under a lot in the past few weeks. Anyhow the drive down was pleasant, but quiet. I arrived in Compton around 6:30PM. Not bad timing considering I'd left Vegas around 2:55pm. I rented this 2006 Grand Prix.. it was fast.. I did about 95 all the way down HWY 15 (lol) not a cop in sight!! I walked in the door and he's sitting there obviously just fresh out of traffic himself... I didn't say hello... I just nodded my head and dropped down onto his bed. 10 minutes into my relaxation he asked if I want to go to Happy Hour ( remember the sore throat...it's worse now) I agree.. freshen up and change clothes.Now... people listen closely.. I have some news I did need break before this goes any further! I found out I'm pregnant on Friday Morning. I'd been on Clomid, which is a fertility drug. Yes, I'd been trying. He knew. So, I'm thinking maybe I shouldn't say anything... I'd lost two of his babies already.. it's been almost 3 yrs now. I have some issues with my uterus ( that's a whole notha blog!!)Well, back to the story... so we go to this club where it is mainly older people.. there is a live Mexican band singing 70's disco music ( Yea, I know I thought the same damn thing... WTF?) We sit down and I'm not feeling so hot.. I order a water (ummhmm) and he gets some type of liquor... it was strong whatever it was. We start people watching & the ice slowly starts to melt between us. He asked me to dance, but I declined because I wasn't feeling so good. We shared a few laughs and headed home. I thought to myself this is going to be a great weekend if I can beat this cold coming on. Saturday morning my cold had officially taken over my body. I spent the majority of the day sleeping and trying to recoup. Aaron took really good care of me, what a sweetie ( when he wants to be). Saturday was also the introduction of the "NEWS". He didn't really have a reaction. I noticed him reaching towards my stomach in the middle of night... I just smiled. All I can hope is that this turns out ok. I'm still in jeapordy of miscarrying AGAIN. The story of my life.((SIGH)) Sunday was a slow, but wonderful day. We walked on the boardwalk.. had lunch overlooking the ocean and ate ice cream together. I had a beautiful time. So much so that I just got home today @ 7pm...part of the reason is I got Aaron sick while down there, so I felt obligated to stay an extra day and take care of him the same way he took care of me. ( And I didn't want to leave) The scene leaving was something out of a movie.. We hugged.. I cried.. We kissed and I still cried... I got in the car.. he leaned down and kissed me again.. I had Alicia Keys playing in the background.. I slowly backed out of the driveway while he stood watching... Everything was cloudy for the next hour or so due to the mass amount of tears... I swear I'm so in love.. I decided to dedicate a list to everything LOVE...

Enjoy and I missed You guys.. Next time I will take my laptop with me.. :)
There was no arguing this weekend.. no 3rd degree.. I really just enjoyed him like I've never done before.



1.I decided to number this just for Teej
2.I may have stumbled upon the meaning of LIFE
3.Yea I said the MEANING OF LIFE
4.It has to be LOVE
5.Love meaning all things
6.A sun setting & rising
7.Sitting on a dock just looking at the ocean
8.listening to the rain
9.Helping an old lady with her groceries
10.Helping a young lady with her groceries
11.Helping Human's period.
12.Holding Hands
13.listening
14.laughing
15.crying
16.Understanding that everything may not go as planned
17.learning to "wing" it when the plan gets f'd up
18.admitting your wrong
19.admitting their right
20.sharing a story
21.walking in the park
22.watching children play
23.being a friend
24.accepting defeat
25.overcoming it and succeeding
25.learning to forgive
26.forgive yourself
27.dancing in the moonlight
28.kissing in the rain
29.knowing there is a time and a place for EVERYTHING
30.thank u Aaron for that
31.making mistakes
32.making amends
33.making love for the 1st time or the 100th time
34.knowing your loved
35.watching the stars
36.being alone
37.moving on to new things
38.it's ok to move on
39.finding old friends
40. did I mention making new friends
41. Dee-Dee
42.Teej
43.Stac
44.PrincessDominique
45.more more more!
46.ICE CREAM!
47.letting go of negativity
48.love is many things
49.our very reason for most things we do
50.good & bad
51.patience is a virtue
52.silence is golden
53.it's amazing what we can learn if we just be QUIET!
54.SOMETIMES THAT'S HARD
55.at least for me
56.life is love if start with yourself

Peace.