He's my smile

Saturday, July 14, 2007


Current mood: thankful
Category: Romance and Relationships


It happened so suddenly...
I wasn't looking or even thinking about being in love or in like or shit... in anything! I was content on having my daily battles with Aaron about whether or not we should be together or who did what to who. I was trapped in negativity, mascarading in a facade of happiness. As Teej would say, I was in the pits... I heard the echo's of several friend's voices in their futile attempts to rescue me... they ALL failed... miserably. Until HE whispered my name and the wind carried his voice all the way to my heart. He said he wanted to rescue me... I ignored the first attempt and the 2nd as well.. but on the 3rd try, he pulled me out... into the sunshine.. for the first time in months I seen my smile. I've been told I'm in love with being in love, but this time I just might actually be in love with HIM.



Chivarly lives....
He's unlike any man I've ever known. He's quiet and calm. Sexy and sweet. He was even a tad bit perturbed with me when I'd open my own doors. Going forward, I've since allowed him the pleasure of doing so.. He watches me intently as if I'm a work of art. He listens enthuastically when I speak and smiles when I smile. He is everything I've NEVER experienced. He gives me hope that love exists... with all his charm and simplicity... he's more man than i've ever known. When he kisses me my soul warms. I find myself lost in time whenever I'm with him... a never ending happily ever after... it's surreal almost.. too good to be true? I thought so, but he hasn't changed. He still opens my doors....Gets up out of his sleep to walk with me in the cold to the restroom... buys food for me even when I'm pouting and giving him a hard time... points out a star in the sky and a dolphin in the ocean. He tries his damnedest to understand me and accept me... for that I'm grateful. He's a good man. Maybe, one day I will be his..................... who knows.. but for now the ride is great